ludicrous

I wish I could express myself in a way befitting how I actually view things. I mean....its irksome to realize that I think and speak contrary to what is normal in todays world. I use words that most people don't use or even know existed. Its rather pathetic. Our education levels are decreasing. Its such a waste...Intelligence is a value that the world seems to have undermined until recently. I wonder why that change. I wonder if humanity is tired of being imbecils.