running around the kitchen

I LOVE ENERGY DRINKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ludicrous

I wish I could express myself in a way befitting how I actually view things. I mean....its irksome to realize that I think and speak contrary to what is normal in todays world. I use words that most people don't use or even know existed. Its rather pathetic. Our education levels are decreasing. Its such a waste...Intelligence is a value that the world seems to have undermined until recently. I wonder why that change. I wonder if humanity is tired of being imbecils.

Clue.....

Ms. Scarlet: Do you miss him?
Mrs. White:...well, its really a matter of life after death. Now that he's dead I have a life.

Colonel Mustard: How many husbands have you had?
Mrs. White: Mine or other women's?
Colonel Mustard: Yours.
Mrs. White: Five.
Colonel Mustard: Five?
Mrs. White: Yes, just the five. Husbands should be like Kleenex: soft strong and disposable.
Colonel Mustard: You lure men to their deaths like a spider with flies.
Mrs. White: Flies are where men are most vulnerable.
Colonel Mustard: Right!

Mrs. White: That's right, I did it. I killed Yvette. I hated her... SO MUCH... it was flaming, flames, FLAMES... on the side of my face... heaving breaths, heaving...

Delicious

Oreos and milk....best things ever.

what

Who am I? I think everyone askes themselves this question.

I think....

That I have a problem.....i can't seem to let things go...mainly people and feelings. I know that I should...I mean the way some people have treated me, even I don't know why I am still friends with them. I make no sense....am I afraid of losing people in the worry that I wont have any friends....? Or is it that I'm so committed to my friendships that I simple wont allow myself to drop them....Interesting enough that my friends are the most important people to me. Since to me...my friends are family. not really family family but you know what I mean. Or could it be that I wont let go because I don't want to me lonely. Am I that insecure with myself....or am I one of those people who take bad treatment and go with it...feeling that it cant be just me that they treat this way.... I'm not sure what I did to be treated badly by some people....but you know....whatev....

WABAAM

This is how I feel.....

muh nur

i hate that i'm not working...for serious its gay.....i'm so tired of lack of working.....frustration...

Boredom......

What to do, what to do, what to do?..........I have yet to come up with a solution to this question.....fascinating..........

Suck it

People have yet to prove to me that they are worth my time. Some people are alright but no....in general....I hate humanity.

Urbandictionary.com...

1. Melinda:
a really nice person who is sweet and tries to get along with everyone.

2. Kristie:
A girl who is gorgeous, and a total sweetheart. She's got everything a guy could ask for.

3. Brenda:
Amazingly hilarious, very friendly, smart and retarded (in a good way)
Loves 60's - 80's music and hardcore or metal.
and actually thinks loud burps and games are cool, can beat you at guitar hero.


This is me and I win!
just so you know...this website can become very dirty. Look at your own risk.

whatev

You think I'd be happy about that previous post....but ironically I'm not really......we'll shall see if it changes..........

interestin...

why does it always seem that when I least expect it....guys....show an interest in me when I least want it....*sighs* what the crap.

Screw this

If I fell in love with you
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand
cause Ive been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands
If I give my heart to you
I must be sure
From the very start
That you would love me more than her
If I trust in you oh please
Dont run and hide
If I love you too oh please
Dont hurt my pride like her
cause I couldnt stand the pain
And I would be sad if our new love was in vain
So I hope you see that i
Would love to love you
And that she will cry
When she learns we are two
If I fell in love with you

This is how irrational my feelings are. I hear this song and I think...oh I've been there. I was in love once before...well forget it. Because all in all its just going to blow up in your face over and over again. Forget love, forget caring about anyone else who doesn't deserve you...cause it sucks to settle...why should I? Oh yeah...because no one else is interested! Thats what we girls end up doing....we realize that no one is interested in us and then we leap for the chance when the first guy who is even remotely interested and then we make a fool of ourselves...either that...we end up clinging and basically stalking the guys we were once with because they are the only ones who liked us to begin with! I'm tired of being made the fool in all these situations. Is it worth the heart ache? NO...not really. Sure we learn from it or we benifit from the experience....Bull.....I have never benefitted from being dumped by a person I loved. In the end it just messed me up emotionally. Made me paranoid and insecure. Why am I the only one that gets hurt and messed up for it. If you look at the guy they just don't care...at all. Maybe that's what I'm really frustrated about...is that the men dump me and then a month later have someone new. Or they just stop talking to you all together though they made promises of always staying friends and whatnot. Bull crap. No guy really wants to be friends with an ex. Yet here I am...friends with all of mine. People think its weird. But things like this apparently I just don't understand why its unusual. I like being able to hang out with someone who know's me...i mean really know's who I am....and of course the guys who know me best are the one's I dated. But at the same time they just don't care. I'm rambling now. whatever no one is going to read this. So why do I bother writing.....