YAY!!!

Yeah so I'm getting married on February 17th! So freakin excited! And I have the best people EVER helping with the reception. I love my sisters and my mom. They are awesome. I can't wait to see what they come up with! :)
Now to be a bit honest, getting married is exciting and slightly scary. Not the prospect of being with someone forever. That's not scary at all. What is scary to me is basically just starting something so new. I have no experiences like this one, so I don't know exactly what to expect. But in all reality, I can't wait to find out. :) There are so many things to think about and consider about the future. When i was little, people would ask me, "What do you want to be when you grow up?" Back then, I would say something like superhero. As i got older, school and other things influenced my thoughts about the future. I would say vet., firefighter, nurse.... But after high school and now in college, my thoughts about the future changed. They've become more simple in a way. I want to be a good mother, be happy, and have a good life in the Gospel. The future, when you try to look at it all at once, seems huge. A little overwhelming. So I try to look at it in smaller sections. Instead of "what will i be doing in 6 months" its more like, "what will I be doing in the next 6 hours". i have a tendency to worry about things I don't have any control over. So i've been trying not to worry about future possibilities that may or may not happen, that i have no control over. So things to work on....
But yeah....way excited to be married and move to Utah.

Lately

Life lately has been very good. I haven't been fighting with my family,my mom has been kind enough to let me use her car, and blake is here :) He's my favorite. I'm glad he got to stay an extra week. Though I think his family is sad he's been gone so long. Halloween was fun. I helped Kristie's little girl Isabel with her hair and facepaint. It was lots of fun! :) Makes me feel like a good aunt.
-me and blake were dead people or injured ones (take your pick)
-kristie got to wear her fabulous dress she made!
-Isabel was a fairy with butterfly wings painted on her face
-Ethan was bumblebee from Transformers
-Liam was Woody from Toy Story
-Melinda was Peter Pan
-Dave was Cpt. Hook
-Bethany was Wendy
-Maddie was Tinkerbell
-Sam was John Darling
-Kimble was Michael Darling
Everyone looked so stinking awesome in their costumes!! I love Halloween! Its my favorite holiday :) Anyway, I don't really know what else to write....so that's about it....