29 November, 2011

YAY!!!

Yeah so I'm getting married on February 17th! So freakin excited! And I have the best people EVER helping with the reception. I love my sisters and my mom. They are awesome. I can't wait to see what they come up with! :)
Now to be a bit honest, getting married is exciting and slightly scary. Not the prospect of being with someone forever. That's not scary at all. What is scary to me is basically just starting something so new. I have no experiences like this one, so I don't know exactly what to expect. But in all reality, I can't wait to find out. :) There are so many things to think about and consider about the future. When i was little, people would ask me, "What do you want to be when you grow up?" Back then, I would say something like superhero. As i got older, school and other things influenced my thoughts about the future. I would say vet., firefighter, nurse.... But after high school and now in college, my thoughts about the future changed. They've become more simple in a way. I want to be a good mother, be happy, and have a good life in the Gospel. The future, when you try to look at it all at once, seems huge. A little overwhelming. So I try to look at it in smaller sections. Instead of "what will i be doing in 6 months" its more like, "what will I be doing in the next 6 hours". i have a tendency to worry about things I don't have any control over. So i've been trying not to worry about future possibilities that may or may not happen, that i have no control over. So things to work on....
But yeah....way excited to be married and move to Utah.

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